What Is Life

After realising everything is done with that neighbor woman who just … do I give up everything while the nature is heading for a new summer. Haven’t cleaned up the house but once this year, cotton dogs everwhere, kitchen is like a garbage storage. “if you have problems with your neighor, those things dont belong here”, chatted a female nurse back to me when i tried to contact health service after once again neighor woman insulted with words , so i reacted, the house chairman and the manager about my grandma plus that im blogging plus police supervisors diagnosis ” you have made the biggest possible mistake, you have jumped off a narcissist’s toboggan”. there is a slogan run when you see a narcissist before its too late, i haven’t run.


New tenant arrived, met at the stairs, i said ’welcome(into the house)’ to him and he thanked.

cont… A curse following me, desided to go for lunch to cheer up, left my jacket with sunglasses in the pocket on the restaurant rack, while leaving lunch, sunglasses were gone.

Six hours later holy shit! There’s a back pocket in my new jacket and sunglasses there 🕶

Male Profile

Esitutkinnan aikana poliisi kuulusteli useita murhasyytetyn tunteneita ihmisiä. Moni heistä koki miellyttävän ensivaikutelman jälkeen pettymyksen.

– Hänen silmänsä olivat niin pelottavat suuttuessaan, että ei häntä halunnut suututtaa. Hänen kanssaan piti olla aina samaan mieltä, eri mieltä ei vain saanut olla, ei edes ruuan mausta.

– Minulle on jäänyt hänestä sellainen mielikuva, että jos hänen kanssaan on samaa mieltä, niin kaikki meni hyvin, mutta jos oli eri mieltä, niin sitten tilanne oli toinen.

– Kyllä hän aina paikalle tullessaan piti huolen, että hänet varmasti huomataan. Hän on mielestäni narsistinen luonne, vanha perhetuttu kertoi poliisille.


Pedophiling Finland

March 28, 2019, updated April 21, 2022

Political rage broke in Finland when middle east refugee men groomed under age girls in city of Oulu.

Now silence when five Finnish men are going to justice over international pedophile ring abusing Finnish boys aged 6 – 16.

Main suspect



Leave it all behind, forget, mercy yourself, pray for forgiveness and continue your life, you can’t change yesterday, so biblical advices.

Aggressive neighborwoman blurred all my own past memories to which I have the right while forcing me to catch for the present life. Have to meet now the challenge city mayor gave to me while greeting “hello!” in the street on Thursday.

Catching current life?, okay, let’s talk about pedophiles in our society. Finnish police cracked local cell of international pedophile ring, main suspect ex church councilman, worked as night guard on a confirmation camp. One boy raped for ten hours. Police found an abuse video in which one boy killed.

Suspects Not catholic.

Check out the news on is.fi and iltalehti.fi covering the case.

Yesterday once again a raging introvert feelings bursted, remembering ten years ago when female home service supervisor at city’s social service center answered “ That’s unfortunate but what men do?”, when I told her of my own grandma.

Michael Jackson documentary on Finnish tv April 2nd.


Sent an email to the Finnish Parliament Chairwoman

Parliament election on the way In Finland, a Pentecostal woman on the Christian Democrats stand whispered into my ear: “munista hirteen koko mies!”.

Comments welcomed

April 21, 2022